Life with Laura!

This used to be my playground...-Madonna

2005-09-27T05:05:20Z

Today, I am blue.

Why does it seem like everyone has completly gotten over all of this Hurricane Bullshit, but me? I'm reading everyone's livejournals...and I just...don't understand..

How did you all just put it behind you?

I'm still in Baku at my sister's house. I want to be home right now. No one understands how I feel over here. My phone isn't working over here, so I can't text, and it's too expensive to call from the home phone. I miss everyone so much. I just really need someone who I can relate to.

I love my sistr and her husband...but, they don't understand..and my mom is just putting on a happy face for everyone, and so when i'm upset it's like i'm the bad guy putting a damper on everyone's fun. So, i'm here...screaming on the inside, likely to burst...

I'm so sick of...
-It'll be okay, don't worry
-I'm sure everything will be back to normal before long
-Crying wont help the situation

Becaue NO it wont be okay, everything will NEVER be back to normal, and holding back tears will only made things WORSE.

Aaron,
Yesterday I watched Madagascar. When 'Move it' came on, i had to excuse myself so I could cry. Then, I remembered you were "Betty Finch" (or whatever), and smiled..I miss you..

Love always,
Laura

And there was nothing left...

2005-09-18T17:22:03Z

Wow...Where to begin...wow?
Isn´t it amazing how life can change in the blink of an eye?
One day your driving down the road, and all of a sudden it´s pulled out from under you.

The Brondum family stuck out Hurricane Katrina and got out very lucky. We lost a lot of shingles on our roof, and lots of water damage. We´ll be needing a new roof, but i´m not complaining, i´m alive.

I hope everyone is doing alright, I know a lot of people who have lost their homes, and for this, i´m so, so sorry. It´s a terrible thing, what happened. But, there´s no way we could have stopped it.
I don´t know of anyone who lost their life, yet..I haven´t spoken with everyone.

Right now, incase anyone is wondering, i´m in Spain..lol..
My mom, me, my sister, and my brother-in-law, planned a Mediterrean cruise a year ago, and we went on it last week, it ended yesterday, and we´re flying out to Baku (which is where my sister lives, it´s by Turkey and Iran) tomorrow. Me and my mom are staying with them for a couple of weeks, until things settle down. A lot of people are doing the same.

I miss everyone...

I can´t use my phone, it´s not international, but I don´t think I could get in touch with anyone even if I wanted to in the states...because of messed up power lines...

I heard that school starts October 3rd, for long beachers...I don´t know about anyone else...

I´m sorry if this seemed really scattered..haha..

Again, I miss you guys, and I hope I can get in touch with you all soon..
PLEASE EMAIL ME, LET ME KNOW THAT YOU´RE OKAY, ALL OF YOU!
Gigglesweets (AT) aol.com

MUCH LOVE,
Laura

!#$@%&!

2005-08-14T02:11:28Z

Let me set up a senario for you...

In a world where:

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Laughter is the greatest sin.
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Colors vanish, and everything is black, white, or grey.
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Love is myth.
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Candy does not exist.
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Lips no longer smile, but only frown.
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Flowers turn to weeds.
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The sun never shines.
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There is never a good side behind a bad side.
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The only channel is CNN.
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Depression is hobby.
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Sad, isn't it?

What if the world was REALLY like that?

How would that make you feel?

It would make you feel exactly the same way i'm feeling right now.

Well, okay, maybe I feel a little worse than that, but you get the point i'm trying to make.
..................

Once upon a time, I had a nightmare...The only problem is, I still haven't woken up.

Thinking of a place where "Cats" no longer "Stray"...

2005-08-10T00:10:18Z

Still reading "Scarlet Letter"
Test is tomorrow.

Crap...

I can't focus on the words
Everything is just...blurry.

I'm having really bad chest pains,
it's like there's a huge 200 lb weight on my heart
and my heart is pounding against the weight, really hard.
It's the weirdest thing.

I'm stressed out, and it's not just because of school.

I just wish I could forget...
If you feed a stray cat, sooner or later, it'll show up on your doorstep again.
It's hard to forget...

Stray cats are funny.

You never know when they're going to show up again, and although you wish you could keep the cat all to yourself, so badly, because you care about it so much, you know that it's not what's best for it. You know in your heart, that that's not what the cat would want, and you want it to be happy, even if it hurts you. You've just got to set it free, and let it wander, from house to house, even if you are jealous. You almost hope the cat wont be back, to make it just a little easier to cope with, but when you least expect it, there it is--scratching at your door, wanting some affection. Maybe for another year, another two months, another week, or...for the last time.

Maybe, if you're smart enough, you'll move away.

I'm sorry if this made no sense, what-so-ever...

Much lo...you know how it goes.

And, no, hell has not frozen over...

2005-08-08T20:49:35Z

Honestly,

If Satan, himself, filled out a Single's Ad, I might answer it.

Desperate? Yes, I am, but only a little bit.

Maybe he can be my date to homecoming...which is next month...

Stressed out? Yes, I am, but only a little bit.

Depressingly yours,
Laura

A-STAFF is the SHIZZZ-NITT!

2005-08-06T04:02:26Z

Dear...everyone,
Let it be known to the WHOLE WORLD that I LOVE A-STAFF, and all of it's A-STAFF'ERS, more than LIFE itself!!!
Tonight was so much FUN!! I can't wait to get started on the 2005-2006 annuals!! Whooop, Whooop!
But, Volley Ball freakin' WORE me OUT!! So, now I must sleep! Sorry for the short entry, but I've got a life...yeah...I know, right?

Much love,
Laura Lee

Sweet Sixteen:-)

2005-08-01T14:06:10Z

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Happy Birthday to Me
Happy Birthday to Me
Happy Birthday, Dear Laura
Happy Birthday to Me
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Yay! It's Sweet Sixteen for me today! And, I don't feel any different! But, I've been sixteen for about 9 hours now, and i'm kinda liking it! I hope it turns out to be a good day!

Happy birthday to all you August Birthdays out there!!

Much love,
Laura

"The wickest Witch there ever was is deeaad!!"

2005-07-26T03:53:08Z

Yes, everyone, the Wicked Witch inside of Laura's soul is DEAD! THANK THE LORD ABOVE! Right?

Let's just let it be known, that my journal is no longer 'Friend's Only.' I was just over-reacting to some drama, but it's all over:-)

Life is going well!

Can you believe school starts up again next Friday? Well, atleast for everyone who'll be walking the halls of LBHS! I got a letter in the mail from the school, and it HIT me--RIGHT IN THE FACE! This summer FLEW by! It's time to put the party-animals in all of us to rest, and buckle down hard to our school work...YUCK... It just seems like I was DRY-HEAVING over finals last week, and now, it's time to start all over..

H- Homework Overload!
I- Intense Drama!
G- Gramm"ER" is for Nerds, haha!
H- Hallway Hunks!
S- Sports Events!
C- Cliques, Nuff'said!
H- Hell!
O- Over Slept!
O- Office Referrals!
L- Lip Gloss Touch-ups!

These are just a few things I think of, when I think of High School...ahh, the memories! hahaha!

Well, It's getting late, and Laura's got a big day tomorrow!

For all of you that last posted, I promise to add you all to my Friend's List!! Trust my, i've been thinking about you, but I haven't forgotten! I LOVE YOU ALL!!

LJ Love Slave,
Laura Lee

A New Beginning...Friends Only.

2005-07-19T05:31:32Z

Dear fellow LJ'ers,

I regret to imform you, that due to a drama overload, my journal will now become "Friends Only"

This, however, does not mean, that you are NOT my friend if you aren't added, it just means that I might post some offensive material that might be overwhelming for the weak at heart.

I'm SICK of being misunderstood.

Thanks folks!

Much love,
Laura

If you dare, comment, and you'll enter my world...

"A dream is wish, your heart makes"--Cinderella, I love you!

2005-07-10T00:28:01Z

Hey my little precious people:-)

"A dream is a wish, your heart makes" - A very meaningful song, listen to the words next time, not just how pretty cinderella sings it! It makes a lot of sense!

Good News on the robbery--They have the pocket knife at the station, but they have to hold it as evidence for a while, but atleast it's safe!

Yesterday-
Alanna and I went to see "Mr. and Mrs. Smith," One Word-HOT! It was SUPER funny, and Brad Pitt will be the father of my childeren one day, if Josh Groban is still taken;-)

Today-
The folks and I have been getting ready for the hurricane! We've decided to stay, I really hope we wont regret it later! Eek! I'm sort of worried, but they're boarding up the windows right now! I'm almost positive we'll lose power, and i'll be board out of my mind! I hope it doesn't flood...although, my mom did say if it does flood we'll get wood floors! Hehehe!

Anywho! Sorry this entry wasn't exciting in any shape or form, lol...

Much love,
Laura

P.S-I bought the "Disney Princess" C.D, I swear i'm not a dork! Although, "A whole new world" makes me want to cry sometimes, lol! Where's my Aladin, DAMMIT!

"OH MY GOD"

2005-07-06T23:03:30Z

So, get this...

Last night, I, Laura Brondum, was robbed...yes, do not adjust your computer moniters, I was ROBBED.

This morning I got into my car and noticed that two C.D cases were laying on the seat next to me. I thought it was kind of weird, but I just assumed that my mom or dad was looking for something in my car, and forgot to put them back.

Well, when I pulled into my driveway at 5:15, my neighbors were standing out in their front yard, and one of them asked me if I got robbed last night too. I was REALLY confused?

Turns out, 7 cars on my street last night were robbed. 7 people who forgot to lock their car doors!! Me and my mom included.

Here's the humor of it--they didn't take ANY of my C.D's, lol!!!
They didn't take Celine, Frank, Josh, Phantom, Wicked, not even Aida, lol!!!

But, I had forgotten about one thing. A few weeks ago a friend left a pocket knife at my house. I ran into him last weekend, and being that we both work down the street from eachother, I stuck the knife in my glove compartment so that I could run the knife to him before work. Well, he hasn't been at work this week.

The knife is gone...the only thing the guy took was the knife.

He also took some change out of my mom's car, $8 worth.

But, the good news is--They caught him in the middle of robbing his 7th car on our street, and took him in, so hopefully they got a hold on everything he stole. I'm calling the deparment tomorrow to see if they have to knife, and i'm praying that they do!!

This is crazy...I guess I just never thought i'd have to lock my doors. I guessed wrong...We have such a safe street usually. Where the kids all run and play til' the street lights come on. It just makes me a little sad, that someone would have to do that...And because they didn't steal my c.d's, it just goes to show you that they weren't stealing for because they needed to survive, but they were simply...Shopping, I guess you could say? That's twisted...I don't even want to think about it...It makes me sick!

Toodles,
Laura

P.S-Lock your doors!

"And, life is like a song, Oh, yeah, yeah, At last--my room is clean"

2005-07-06T05:09:29Z

So, after about 2 hours after my last post, I started cleaning my room, FINALLY!! It looks nice, but basically I threw all my clothes from the floor into three tubs, and stacked them in my closet. But, my room looks VERY nice, and my matress is VERY comfortable:-) I'd forgotten how cute my room was! Hehe! So, here's how it went down!

7:00-Bugged my mom with some show choir dance moves and TUNES while she painted the kitchen, she got fustrated and Shoo'd me out, RUDE!

7:30-Came back into the kitchen and sang Phantom of the Opera, that didn't go over to well either, she picked up the broom this time, but DAMN it was funny!

8:00-Went into the kitchen for a THIRD time, and did an INCREDIBLE simulation of Clinton's 2004/2005 Competiton show, she finally laughed this time, especially when I started doing the boy's number, hahaha!! Then, she went to the store.

8:30-Decided to FINALLY start cleaning my room while she was at Wal-mart, and Dad took out my old mattresses.

9:00-My big brother (He's 29) called and we talked about picking colleges, while I cleaned my room.

9:30-Dad and I brought in my NEW Mattresses, without all the spiders.

10:00-ATLAST, "Operation: Clean Room" was complete!

Now, i'm sitting here in my P.J's with a nice hot cup of "Sleepy Time" tea, in my clean room:-) I'm about to hit the sheets folks!! I hope everyone on the coast stays safe during the storm, be smart!!

With SO much love,
Laura

Dear Jmac,
Thank you hunny,
For dedicating that entry to me:-) Tee-Hee!! Muuuuuuah--That's for you!
Love,
Your Wife (Laura Lee Mac)

The Itsy Bitsy Spider, or should I say Spiders...

2005-07-06T00:11:59Z

Okay, i'm on a mission...It's called "Operation: Clean Room"

Here's the story, you'll love is, So, if you've got a second, read this, lol!

So, I own two beds. One of them is a queen size bed that I got in the 7th grade. It's a black, rod iron, canopy bed--Beautiful.

Well, when I was in 9th grade, I wanted to get a smaller bed, so that my room would look bigger.

So, I also own a Black, Rod Iron, Canopy DAY bed.

Well a month ago, I got REALLY fed up with that Day Bed, it was cute, but it was hurting my back to sleep on. So, my dad set up my queen size bed again.

So, in order to set it up, we had to get my old matresses out of the STORAGE UNIT.

This is where our story begins.

Two weeks ago, I woke up with a PAIN in my foot. There was a red spot by my ankle. About a day later, it turned purple, and it hurt SO bad. So, I went to the doctor, and got some medicine, and didn't give it a second thought...

Until...

This morning.

I woke up with the same pain in my foot, but on the opposite side. What a coincidence? Two spider bites, two weeks apart, from the same place.

Then it clicked...

THE MATTRESSES! Those nasty old matresses that had been sitting in the storage unit for over two years, in complete darkness, in the hot, HUMID air.

Turns out, a spider had crawlen INSIDE the box spring, and laid eggs, that conviently HATCHED where I sleep!

My mom, in a PANIC, ran to the nearest funiture store, within 20 minutes she'd purchased a new matress set:-)

So, here's where "Operation: Clean my room comes in"

My room is A MESS!! You can't possibly understand how messy my room is by me just telling you. You'd have to SEE it to believe it! Clothes EVERYWHERE. It looks like Edgewater Mall EXPLODED in the center of my room. So, because we don't know if the spider, or now SpiderS, laid anymore eggs, we have to DUMP the old matresses, DUMP the pillows, Wash the bed Spread, and ALL the clothes on my floor. And then, we have to vacuum, EVERYWHERE.

So, I DON'T want to clean my room AT ALL! But, it's for the best. And as i'm sitting in my room right now, I keep feeling creepy crawlies all over me, but i'm sure it's just my imagination. Atleast I hope so, EEEEK!!

I'm going to keep a log, and then post it, it'll be LOTS of fun!

Much love,
Laura

Fourth of July...PUKE

2005-07-05T03:45:37Z

Happy Fourth of July...I guess? I don't see what the big deal is? I didn't really celebrate it...Just a bunch of drunk people throwing explosive candles into the air and eating hot dogs...No thank you!

Sorry, that was a bit harsh...I'm just down in the dumps again! I was fine this morning! I woke up, took my hot shower, ate a good breakfast. Then, Mom, Dad, and I went to Lowes to pick up a new fridge and paint, because we're re-doing the kitchen. We bought a new sink, stove, microwave, dishwasher, granite countertops, the whole deal. Anyway, we picked that stuff up. Then we painted til' about 6:00.

Samantha got home today around noonish. She was in michigan for the holidays, since Wednesday. We decided we'd catch the 7:30 showing of "War of the Worlds," which was even better the second time around.

We saw the movie, and went home. I really wanted to stop by the beach to see some fireworks, but she had to be home, and she was driving, since we'd be out past my driving curfew. So, that sucked.

I guess my day was just black and white.

I'm sick of black and white days....

Sick...Sick...Sick...

My weekday life:
Wake up
Work out
Shower
Eat Breakfast
Get dressed
Go to work
Come home
Work out
Clean house
Start dinner
Get some T.V in
Eat dinner
Get online
Work out
Get online
Sleep

Just so I can wake up again in the morning and start my whole SORRY ASS day all over again...And I want to PUKE just thinking about it. How I REALLY don't want to go to work tomorrow, or cook, or clean, or work out, or even SHOWER--because i'm too damn tired.

::Phew::

Sorry, this is what I call venting. And, I'll admitt, i'm feeling better just getting this off my chest, don't worry, my life doesn't SUCK, i'm just MAD...

Mad...Mad...Mad...

I'm just having offal thoughts right now...and I hate it..all I want to do is get in a hot bath with candles EVERYWHERE, and then wrap up in a BIG, SOFT, FLUFFY, PINK towel, and jump into my BIG, COMFY bed, and listen to some soft piano/violin music...

Yeah, right...i'm too tired for that Sh**.

Woah, please excuse my language. Laura does NOT curse...unless she's TICKED. And right now, she's-a-tickin'.

Please don't take anything i'm saying to heart, i'm fine, honestly, and PLEASE, PLEASE don't think i'm saying this so that everyone will comment and say "Ohh, laura, it's okay I love you, and blah, blah, blah," because i'm not. I'm simply venting. I'm not sinking into depression, this is TEMPORARY. I'm just a little Tee'd off! So, don't think i'm fishing for compliments, because i'm not. This is my only journal...so, i'm just writing down my thoughts...

Til' next time,
Laura

FOR THE GIRLS!

2005-07-04T05:55:48Z

I'm just not feeling all too well today, or yesterday being that it's 12:07. I dunno, I know ALL of you have been there--those days when you just feel like FUNK!!

You start to THINK of reasons why you should be mad, and then you blame them on yourself, making you feel even WORSE...

My self-confidence is SHOT right now, I don't know why...It was pretty good earlier today, but then, I dunno...It just went right out the window....

There's some things I need to get off my chest, for the sake of my insanity...I'm sorry if you don't understand what they mean, but i'm just doing this for me...Mkay?
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"It's been a year, a whole freaking year, i'm still alone."
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"Why hasn't he texted me back...I'm not good enough? I don't care because I don't feel that way about him, like I do about you."
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"For so long, it hurt to listen to those songs, but I did it today. I loved those songs, and you took that away from me. It hurt to listen to them, my favorite songs...favorite songs make you happy, not sad. You took the joy out of them, they were MY songs, and that's not fair."
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"But, you didn't do it on purpose, and I think that hurts even worse."
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"Some days i'm over you, completely, some days i'm not...but I know one thing, slowly but surely, i'm moving on..."
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But, it's confusing, and I know a lot of you can back me up on this...

Highschool-
"Ohhh, that's when you have lots of FUN and date ALL kinds of people, and not stay tied down to one person. Experience new things"

But,
Easier said than done. I think it's a lot easier for guys, because they just don't think like girls do. And, it's hard to explain...especially at 12:30 in the morning...but, part of me feels like i'm being stupid. Okay, I know i'm not looking for MARRIAGE, but i think it'd be fun to have a highschool sweetheart--right girls?

"Just for fun" Here's the low down...My theory...

And, TRUST me, i've tried the whole "Date lots of people thing" and it doesn't work. Because things get out of control!! I mean, it's hard to go on one date and base the whole date on conversation. ESPECIALLY when you say--"Ohhh, i'm not looking for anything serious, just for fun"

And THAT my friends, is when things get out of hand!! THIS IS WHERE IT GETS BAD!! "JUST FOR FUN" That's when things get out of hand one night at the beach!! Because "Oh, we don't have to talk, because we're not trying to build a relationship or anything, so let's just have FUN"

Well, girls, it's fun that night..but, not so fun the next week when he hasn't called you, because it was just for "FUN"....You THOUGHT it could be FUN, but it meant more to you than it did to him right?? You didn't think it would at the time...but you FEEL it now...

You feel...Cheap...Easy...Stupid...Vulnerable...

It's like getting a cut...At first, I doesn't hurt, but wait a few minutes when it starts bleeding, and it hurts like HELL and you wish you would have NEVER played with that knife in the first place, but it's too late...

Am I right?

Well, listen, i'm sorry if I scared anyone, lol...i'm not in AGONY, but i'm a little hurt!! But nothing LAURA can't get over, i'll be fine, so don't get all SAPPY on my comments page!! I know all my friends LOVE me, and I LOVE them too! So, i'll get over this tomorrow morning after a good night's sleep, and a hot shower!

Toodles,
Laura

To my little Dears!

2005-07-01T16:33:07Z

Dear Aaron,
I'm glad you finally decided to update your DAMN journal!
Love ya,
Laura

Dear Bethany,
WHERE ARE YOU? OMG, I'm feeling all this distance between us!! Are you wearing sunblock, are you talking to strangers? I need to know these things! I need to know if you are safe!!
Love,
Laura

Dear Chad,
I had a dream about you last night...We both had some projects finished for A-Staff, and we were going to show them to MY boss (from my job), I don't know why...lol...But, we were in a gym, and it was really dark...Weird..
Much love,
Laura

Dear Jmac,
Are you mad at me? You haven't talked to me in forever...I miss you...and it makes me sad...but, I still love you...do you still love "Your Laura"???
Where are you, hunny?
Laura

Dear Justin,
Please fly down to Mississippi so that we can hang out and JAM to Josh Groban, because I haven't talked to you on AOL in FOR-EV-ER!
Smootchies,
Laura

Dear Lilli,
I'm sorry i couldn't make it to your house for the Ouija board:-( But, I love you, and i'm so HAPPY that you all wanted me there that bad!!
Kisses,
Laura

Dear Lisa,
When are we having our cheesecake party?
Much love,
Laura

Dear Scott,
YOU PASSED OUT? WHAT? I'm so confused! I need all the details!!
With LOTS of love,
Laura

Dear Taylor,
I love you, and I miss you, and I want us to hang out like we used to in the Good ole' days!
Muuuah,
Laura

If I left anyone out, for this, I am sorry!! I love all of my friends DEARLY, you don't even know!

Love ALL of you,
Laura

P.S--As you can see, I alphabetized the names, so it wont cause any confusion:-)

"War of the Worlds" + Popcorn + Large Diet Coke = AMAZING TO THE CORE!

2005-06-30T17:37:15Z

Last night was family night! Which, was WAY past due, because we haven't had a family night in...Months!! We all went to see the movie "War of the Worlds."

Now, people...Let's talk:

This movie, was the BEST suspence movie in the ENTIRE world! You don't even know!! The theatre was PACKED, not an empty seat in the house. And, when the movie was over, everyone was smiling!

Dear EVERYONE,
You must go see this movie, ASAP! It is the CRAZIEST movie in the world! I was on the edge of my seat the WHOLE freakin' time, you just...wow...I can't even describe it..i'm at a loss for words..this movie is...

...................................GOD....................................

Period, Over, and Out, End of statement, declarative sentence. Please go see this movie, before you do anything, before you Eat, Drink, Sleep, Pee, BREATH...

Do yourself a favor--Watch this movie!

Love ya,
Laura

P.S--Maybe we should have a big LJ group get-together to see this movie, Post a good time, and we'll all meet there, maybe tomorrow night! This WILL work!

The job that made SATAN Pee in his pants and SCREAM for his MOMMY!

2005-06-28T17:06:52Z

I hate my job, I hate my job, I hate my job, I hate my job, I hate my job,
I hate my job, I hate my job, I hate my job, I hate my job, I hate my job,
I hate my job, I hate my job, I hate my job, I hate my job, I hate my job,
I hate my job, I hate my job, I hate my job, I hate my job, I hate my job,
I hate my job, I hate my job, I hate my job, I hate my job, I hate my job,
I hate my job, I hate my job, I hate my job, I hate my job, I hate my job!

Oh, and by the way...Just in case you didn't catch that...

.....I HATE MY FREAKING JOB.....

Oh my goodness, if I could quit, I WOULD, but I can't, because my mom works here, she's the Boss under the BIG boss, and it sucks! I hate working in an office, I HATE IT! And, I can't get ANOTHER job, because i'm too YOUNG! I hate working here, I HATE IT! UGH! I'm so mad! You just don't know! It sucks waking up every morning, and having to get ready for another CRAPPY day at work! I get bitched at, almost everyday! I hate it! I just sit at a desk and TYPE, TYPE, TYPE, and answer RINGING PHONES! I have nightmares about RINGING PHONES! They wont stop RINGING, and they just keep RINGING, and RINGING!

RING, RING, RING, RING, RING, RING, RING, RING, RING, RING, RING, RING, RING!

You guys, i'm TRULY going INSANE! I would rather clean toilet seats in prison cells with my TOUNGE, than work here! OMG! And, I can't get another job, because i'm still 15, AHHHHH!!! PUKKKEEEE!

Please, Lord, Have mercy on my soul!! I just want my summer back, please...I just want my summer back, Please God, i'm only 15!!

In Jesus name I pray, Amen,
Laura

Five best friends, loaded in a purple car, JAMMIN' to "Wicked"--Priceless!

2005-06-28T01:32:04Z

I'm so ashamed!! I don't even want to mention how long it's been since i've updated! Please forgive me!

So, here's the latest:
Saturday night:
I picked up Alanna at 6:00 and we headed up to Gulfport little theatre to see this show that Aaron, Lilli, Chris, Liz, and Taylor were in. It was a selection of broadway hits, and it was GREAT!

Dear Aaron,
You were SO good, and I Pee'd my pants! TMI--I know?!! But, it's just the facts!
Much love,
Laura

Alanna and I FORCED Scott to sit with us in the front row, but don't be fooled, He knows he liked it!

Dear Scott,
You're amazing.
Much love,
Laura

Sunday:
Aaron, Lilli, and Taylor met me and Alanna at my house, and then we all piled up in my car to meet Scott at the mall! Let me tell you all--It was HOOTS of fun! Aaron Carter was at the mall for a concert, and we stood by the entrance for an hour for him to come in, and Aaron LIND said "Hey Aaron (Carter)" and Aaron (Carter) said to Aaron (Lind) "Hey Man, sup?" And everyone was watching and they were very jealous of us! HAHA! Anyways!! We hung out there all day, and then I dropped taylor and Alanna off, and Lilli and Aaron (Lind) came back to my house for Pizza, Mac and Cheese, and Cookies! We also watched "Silence of the Lambs" but Lilli had to be home at 8:00, and we were all VERY sad!

Dear Jmac,
You should have been there!! Trust me, I DID NOT forget you, Me and my stupid self thought you were still at State, but I still love you with all of my heart, and I hope you forgive me! Also--You, Me, and Eddie, SHOW-CHOIR! When and where? Please make it soon, for my patience is LIMITED!
Much love,
Laura

Anywho!! My mom and I were in the middle of watching
Mrs. congeniality 2, when my brother (Who lives in Minnesota) called.
Ohh, and A WHILE back I told you that I had some REALLY good news, but I couldn't tell you yet, well, now the time has come, I can finally tell you....................

----- I'M GONNA BE AN AUNT!! -----

My brother and his wife are pregnant! Yeah, she's going on 10 weeks, so I can finally tell you guys! You have to wait atleast 2 months before you can start telling, but i'm really excited, and i hope you all are excited for me to, and if you're not, pretend to be! Because it'll be my FIRST time being an Aunt!

Anyway, i'm going to pester them to get off the phone so that we can finish the movie--it's pretty funny!!

Your LJ love slave,
Laura

Dear Lilli,
No one will ever WORSHIP Buffalo Bill the way you do, and I admire and LOVE you for that!
Much love,
Laura

Looks who's back, back again--Me!!

2005-06-22T20:38:19Z

Well, hello hello everyone! Not much has been going on, that's why I haven't been posting, there's nothing to talk about--This is the story of my life!

I've been working all last week, and this week, and the news is always on in the office, so i'm up-to-date on all the current events!

I can't belive how much CRAP the world is going through, it's sad...I mean, when i'm at home I watch the news every now and then, but not for 7 hours a day. (I work in the front office, where all the vistors come in, so the t.v's always on CNN.)
There's always a rape, or a child who's abused, car bombings, Missing Teens, Murders, Trials, and the war on Iraq--those are some crazy stories!

Get this--They're even saying to stop drinking your drinks with ice because it's a big nest for bacteria or something like that...People have been using ice for HOW long? It's just crap...all of it.

I think that the story about the missing teen in Aruba has REALLY got me down. I just feel for her family so much, and she was such a beautiful girl, she had so much going for her. Straight A's and a FULL scholarship! She's been missing for 23 days...23 days! I just can't imagine what her family must be going through!

But, in better news, they did find that Boy Scout who went missing in the woods, after 4 days of searching. His mom was crying during an interview she said that her mind just couldn't comprehend when the officers told her they had found her son, and when she lost it, Let me tell you--I LOST IT!

Here's a quote I liked, A LOT!

-Don't worry about the world coming to an end today. It's already tomorrow in Australia. - Charles Schultz

Ughh, So, when I started this journal entry, it was 12:00p.m., it is now 2:57..I'm so ready to leave work!!! Ughh...all I do is sit at this desk and answer phones, and make copies, and fax, and BLAH, BLAH, BLAH! I'm TIRED!
But, I might be able to leave at 3:30, that would be WONDERFUL! So, get this...I got here at 10:00 this morning, and it's now 3:01, and I have to write down every call that we get...i've taken 42 calls today! In just that short of time!!

Anyways, i'll end this entry with a good joke!

Elephant to Camel: Why do you have boobs on your Back?

Camel replied: Thats a pretty stupid question coming from someone with a penis on his face.

HAHA!

Your LJ love slave,
Laura

Here's some thoughts...

2005-06-20T17:56:03Z

Good Morning World!! I'm feeling very giddy this morning, and I like it...A LOT! I'm very sorry about my very depressing journal entry, I hate being sad, but i'm back to my old self again! Here's what's on my mind:-)

Wouldn't it be cool if...
-We could walk on water?
-Money grew on trees?
-We could time travel, to the past and future?
-Animals could talk?
-We could eat clouds? (I wonder what they taste like)
-We could learn how to fly--like in Peterpan?

I wonder...
-How many licks it DOES take to get to the center of a tootsie pop?
-What do clouds taste like?
-What does being in love feel like?
-Where in the World is Carmen Sandiego?
-Why do they call it a Sandwhich? I don't see any sand?
-Where my FREAKING white knight is? ha ha ha! (Had to bring it up;-)

Once we start getting into the 2020's and 2030's, will they start calling them the "20's and 30's" again...?

Random Thoughts...
-I love BIG sunglasses!
-Where have all the cowboys gone?
-What if Someone named Ben had the last name of Dover? Ben-Dover? HAHA!
-Palm Trees Make me happy:-)
-Who invented the pickup line- "Your eyes are more blue and beautiful than the water in my toilet!" God forgive this man.
-If at first you don't succeed, maybe failure is just your style!

Kisses,
Laura

I want to be the face you see, when you close your eyes....

2005-06-16T19:49:33Z

Yes, i'm going through a little depression stage...but, don't worry, soon it'll be fine...I just need to vent a little...

These are the lyrics to the song "I want you to need me" by Celine Dion. Some how, Celine Dion KNOWS how I feel ALL the time, and she has a song for EVERY ONE of my life stories..Here's what's going on in my life right now.

"I want you to need me"

I want to be the face you see when you close your eyes
I want to be the touch you need every single night
I want to be your fantasy
And be your reality
And everything between

I want you to need me
Like the air you breathe
I want you to feel me
In everything
I want you to see me
In your every dream
The way that I taste you, feel you, breathe you, need you
I want you to need me
Like I need you

I want to be the eyes that look deep into your soul
I want to be the world to you
I just want it all
I want to be your deepest kiss
The answer to your every wish
I'm all you ever need

I want you to need me
Like the air you breathe
I want you to feel me
In everything
I want you to see me
In your every dream
The way that I taste you feel you breathe you need you
I want you to need me
Like I need you

More than you could know
And I need you
To never never let me go
And I need to be deep inside your heart
I just want to be everywhere you are....

I want to be the face you see when you close your eyes
I want to be the touch you need every single night
I want to be your fantasy
And be your reality
And everything between

And, I wish I could say.."You know who you are"...but, you don't, but then again, you wont read this any way...

"I want you to need me, like I need you..."

Yours emotionally,
Laura

Muuah--That's to Chad!

2005-06-16T03:11:55Z

Enjoy, and just so everyone knows, I stole this from Chad, I was very Jealous!

Your LJ love slave,
Laura

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Laura Lee
2. Bean--My bro's nickname, I was his lil' green bean since age 2, don't ask!?
3. WaWa (La-Ra)

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1. MomsAngelicAngel
2. Daddyslittlecopilot
3. Darkmist12

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. My eye-lashes
2. My lips
3. My hair-It can hold a few good curls;-)

THREE THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. My impatience
2. My Vision--I hate glasses!
3. My handwriting!

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. Native American
2. European
3. Dutch

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. Death at a young age (Knock on Wood)
2. Complete darkness
3. A life without love

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS (aside from food/drink/air/etc):
1. MY CAR!
2. Friends/Family!
3. Live Journal!

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW
1. White shirt that says "Dublin your fun" in Pink across the chest, lol!
2. Pink boxerish shorts
3. A ring with little yellow/Goldish stones

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS/ARTISTS :
1. Josh Groban
2. Celine Dion
3. Frank Sinatra

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT:
1. "I'm Your Angel" -Celine and R.Kelly
2. "Remember when it rained" -Josh
3. "All the way" -Celine Dion Feat. Frank Sinatra

THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
1. Skinny Dipping at the beach
2. Sign Language
3. Writing a song, or completing one, lol Chad...

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP (love is a given):
1. Passion/Romance
2. Fun/Humor
3. Respect

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE (feel free to guess on what's right and wrong.):
1. I'm legally blind in my right eye.
2. I LOVE sushi.
3. Laura isn't my REAL name.

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. Shoulders--I know it's weird...lol
2. Smile
3. EYES

THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
1. WHISTLE!
2. Watch show choirs without doing facials!
3. Keep my room clean--I'm right there with you chad!

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. Singing/Dancing/Acting--Performing!
2. Reading Nicholas Sparks and J.K Rowling
3. Writing Poetry

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. Take a HOT bath with lots of bath oils and candles!
2. Eat Ramen noodles--Haven't had those in FOREVER!
3. Go shopping--Have no money though! lol!! But, just wait til FRIDAY=Paycheck!

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING
1. Audiologist/Speech Pathologist
2. Physician's Assistant
3. Doctor of Nuclear medicine

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. Greece-Going in SEPTEMBER!
2. Paris-Going in SEPTEMBER!
3. Hawaii!

THREE KID'S NAMES:
1. Rose Marie Groban (lol)
2. Boy-My husband's name. Josh Groban Jr. (haha!)
3. Annnd, I dunno!

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. Fall in love with my White Knight, and get married!
2. Get a poem or song published/recorded.
3. Have atleast ONE stranger remember me for the rest of their life!

I'm your Angel

2005-06-15T23:33:51Z

Wow, I can't believe I haven't updated in a while! What's up with THAT?
But, I still love each and every one of you that reads my journal!
So, I've been working all week, it's not fun! I answered 41 PHONE CALLS today, it was CRAZY!!!

Yesterday was the only thing even interesting enough to write about...

Yesterday-After work I went and picked up Alanna and we went to the mall to pick up a $200 gift certificate from Abercrombie to mail to my brother for his BIG 29th B-day! Then, we went and got a gag gift from me to him from Spencers! Much fun!! After shopping, Pizza at the food court, and a cookie from that AMAZING place in the food court, we went cruising--with my NEW C.D player, which is amazing!! When I was bringing her home, we drove by eddie's house and there were LOTS of cars there, and we saw Gerad Gentile, so we stopped to say hey!! Then, I saw MY LOVE--Jmac, haha! P.S--I LOVE THE PICS BOO! Afterwards I dropped Alanna off at home, and got home around 10:10 (Ten mintues after my Intermediate curfew)!! I'm BAD TO THE BONE! hahahaha!

Anyway! I have to tell you about the song that made me find the MEANING OF LIFE!! IT IS THE MOST AMAZING SONG, EVVVEERRRRR!! AHHHH!! OMG! EVERYONE MUST HEAR THIS SONG---NOWW!!!!! It's called...
"I'm your Angel" by Celine Dion (MY GIRL) featuring,
get ready for this--------------- R. KELLY!!!!

It's my FAVORITE SONG, NO QUESTIONS ASKED. I mean, everyone KNOWS how much I love Josh, but THIS is the SONG!! WOW!

Dear (Beep)--I love you, and can't wait til' saturday! MUUU HA HA HA!!

Here's some FUN yo' mamma jokes!

"Yo' Mamma's so old she knew Burger King when he was still a prince!"

"Yo' Mamma's lips are so big, Chapstick had to invent a spray!"

"Yo' Mamma's so old I told her to act her own age and she died!"

"Yo' Mamma's breath stinks SO bad, that when she yawns, he teeth duck!"

THIS IS MY FAVORITE...
"Yo' Mamma's so old, in the third grade she sat behind Jesus!"
HAHAHAHA!

Your LJ love SLAVE,
Laura

(beeep) --Protected for your social standpoint.

2005-06-12T19:00:18Z

Well, today me and (beeep) got (beeep) online. Sorry that I have to keep using the (beeep) but some people are really, really (beeep). I tried to apologize but (beeep) said (beeep) and then (beeep) happened, and then we talked about (beeep), then I said (beeep) and he said (beeep) but I knew that it really meant (beeep) Do you get what i'm saying? Yeah, I know, that's some pretty crazy (beeep) right? So, I mean, you can just imagine while i'm a little (beeep).

With much, much (beeep)
Laura